Diamonds (by Shraddha Pol)

Afuredasu DIAMONDO Hoo woo tsutai kirakira maiochiru Donna ni kanashii toki mo Kizusukanai tsuyusa ga hoshii to negau no These are the lines of one of my favourite japanese songs "DIAMOND" the literal translation of this is: Diamonds overflow And roll sparkling down my cheeks No matter how sad a time I wish for strength to not get hurt. These are clearly the words of an aching heart, a heart that yearns for the one which broke it, shattered it into tiny pieces so much so that there is no way in which they can be glued toghether once again. It makes us wonder sometimes that who is the bigger sinner ? The one who broke our heart or we who let them do this to ourselves ? Sometimes people are too cowardly to act selfishly or more apt selflessly. When you act selflessly and you get pain and despair in return you generally tend to shut out yourself and the barrier around you grows thick every single day. Life itself is a threatning image for every human being. Being strong in life is not that easy as it may seem. Only the people who have been through this phase in their life know what it takes to get there. The amount of sacrifices, the dedication and most importantly "letting go" of the hurting, ailing and aching things. Letting go is the most difficult part of this procedure. All you know is PAIN and SUFFERING and to survive is to find a meaning in that suffering. There are moments of relapse when you just feel like giving up. The worst feeling in the world is to love someone that you know cannot love you back. This feeling clenches your gut so tightly from inside that you feel dying would be a better option than to live like this. But unfortunately you have to carry this burden around your neck unless and until you learn to let go. You start moving around with a fake smile plastered onto your face beacuse if you reveal your broken self, chances are people would not understand you. Does it not sound cruel that fate brings two people together only to remind them that they do not belong with each other ? That they have no future with each other ? Is it really true that the people who are broken on the inside can be fixed by the person who broke them ? Is it really that we cannot love anybody else because our heart, our love belongs to the one who shattered it ? So many questions and yet the answers are so scarce.

Vulnerability And You (by Shraddha Pol)

Vulnerability And You:

 

What is vulnerability ? It is when you are exposed like a nerve in front of the thing that threatens you the most. In order to save ourselves from its grasp we try many hacks which we think to our sweetest misconception, would act as a shield against the factor that makes us vulnerable.Every person is gullible to one or the other thing, object or a person in their lives (mostly a person). Oops !!!! that does strike some teeny tiny bit of that wrecking cord of our aching heart does it not ? Everybody has some or the other factors relating to "the person" that leaves them at their worst. That person could be anybody ranging from your family member right to the one who captivates a special place in their heart. "Heart" is that organ in the body which pumps blood in the body biologically and is responsible for most of the emotional trauma philosophically. A person who has suffered an emotional breakdown generally tends to be vulnerable because of the attachment that he or she has with that significant other. The person who is suffering can be a total wreck !!!! ranging in the intensity of the damage done. When the splicing occurs (emotionally), the bleeding becomes inevitable in the form of crying, cursing the person or more importantly themselves for being the utter foolish the person made out of them. Everybody wants to get saved or save themselves from the nothing that they have become !!!!